i am needy. i want something to call my own. i am angry. i wanted to burn the building down. still want to. i think i could, if they were the only people there, the only creatures there, an no other living thing would be harmed, but there are houses near, and birds under the roof. it hurts. but thats just words, right. its just its not the first time in my life, and i am affected by it, dont want to be, but still am, also, i still dont know what i should do? do i fight? or do i just let it be, let them wistle, let them bark.